100th Post!

Hello!
I missed some days but I'm back! I started school this week so I was being responsible and going to ed earlier. I like my classes and I've got a lot of my friends in my classes and lunch.

This is also my 100th blog post haha. I don't know when I should celebrate my next post milestone. I guess 500.

I have Civics and Economics and I'm really into leaning more about government and the Presidential race.

I have also done my homework like a good student haha. Hope I keep that up.

Also I'm a bit depressed so I hope that gets better.

Here's a amazing pic of Craig Ferguson when he was younger. OOooh so handsome. I've been getting into his appearances on Hot In Cleveland, the acting is crap but anything to hear his accent haha

For your listening pleasure:
Queen Bitch By: David Bowie

Feelins

Hello today.

I've been feeling jealous a lot lately looking at my classmates' Instagram accounts. Of course that is a small part of their lives that they're posting but they always seem to be having more fun than me, not really in the everyday sense I'm quite a happy person, I mean in the social sense, they're more popular. And I know all people have the "I wanna be popular" thing but it really brings me down. I know it's normal to feel this way but since I overthink everything I feel or do I'm always looking back at my feelings and asking why. From therapy I learned to asses my anxious thoughts to see if they were logical or not, I've gotten better and I can "out-logic" a thought but I still feel it. Its annoying, and I want to not care but it's very hard to when you're in High School bc people force their opinions on you about how you look or act no matter what.

I met my teachers (their cool, so farrrr) and I have honors classes and a one academic so that's where I have to worry about bullying or at least teasing or laughing from time to time. I kind of prepare and know whats going to happen when I'm in a academic class, that's where the not so smart people are and those are the people who like to tease me. I've been teased for so long I'm used to it lol. In my honors classes people just wanna do their work mostly so I face teasing much less if at all in those. And the weirdest thing is fellow black people tease me the most, it's always been that way for some reason white people seem to be able to at least wait for you to be out of sight before they start trashing you, and that's what I prefer haha. I know people are going to be mean I would just rather they do it out of my eye line. But anyway I'm jealous and I'm not sure how to get over it but that's all I shall say today...

Oh! And I just downloaded "Great Expectations" on my phone. I LOVE it, I love Dickens. And there's this awesome movie called "Mr.Pip" with Hugh Laurie in it, it's based on the book, watch it if you can! It's a bit of a tearjerker tho!

A gif I made cause why not!? And when ya feelin good, ya feelin good!!!

For your listening pleasure:

Up All Night By:Owl City

(AMAZING)

Back To School

I'm going to my open house and I'm going to get to see many friends and many annoying people I have to tolerate for one more year. So many politics I have to negotiate too: where I'm going to sit during lunch, if I'm actually going to be in Yearbook more than once, if I'm going to get a yearbook, if my crush is in any of my classes, who I'm going to prom with, how much I'm going to hate math, many things! You literally don't understand how much I'm SO HAPPY I don't have to French anymore, I wanna cry over how happy I am about that. I have some great classes (I've already sad lol) and I'm excited!

Another interesting thing happened on Twitter this morning: the hashtag #AltRightMeans. I wrote this.

Ppl who are unhappy abt how the government is being run and take out on Ppl by being quite ignorant. #AltRightMeans

— Lisa (@OMGBieber26) August 25, 2016

and

When you actually ask them about what they believe it's just basically nationalism and scepticism of the gov. w/ ignorance. #AltRightMeans

— Lisa (@OMGBieber26) August 25, 2016

I feel like "AltRighters" feel a certain way and they present it in a way that they know will get a rise out of people, and they like that. I also think some people use it as a veil for racism and other types of hate. There are many different types of AltRighters from what I've seen. But when you really ask then what they're about it's basically: attention, hate, or government change that they think would benefit the US a a whole (or sometimes a mix of them all). And it all started with the growing culture of Politically Correct words, actions, even thoughts and most of them hate that. I was watching some clips of Overtime (a segment) of Real Time with Bill Maher and he was discussing with the guy from Law and Order with the huge ears where being anti-pc goes too far, they really didn't know until they knew. I feel the same. And I feel that these people don't want to be pc so much they cross the lines between acceptable behavior over and over. But who decides where that line is is the main question. I agree with, I'll say...more thoughtful AltRighters, in the fact that I want the US to do better economically and socially, but little else. I don't believe the US should prosper at the expense of other countries and even though I wanted to see someone running for president that was different from the failing machine already there, it cannot be Trump, Plus I'm not a Republican, alt. or regular haha. It's all very complicated and I wish we could just talk it out with a smile, but alas the world is no dream.

Ps: I watch YouTubers and it really stands out to me when someone or specifically the one I love "ItsBlackFriday" (shes goth and she's smart and amazing af) says "Be good/nice to one other" it's something we should all do and it gives me hope in the good of people :)

And this picture to bring joyyyy, I love Conan and animals and this is SO ADORABLE.

For your listening pleasure:

Do It Like A Dude By:Jessie J

Annoyed/Law and Order

Hello,
I'm annoyed/mad for no reason,well there is a reason but it's stupid so it doesn't count. I'm watching Law and Order: SVU so that probably wont help haha. I would really like a pizza and a half dozen of blue berry donuts. I sound like I'm on my period haha but I assure you it just ended. But seriously I'm in a terrible mood and I'm going to listen to some music and try to smile. I don't have it in me to write about anything.

This picture makes it a bit better because I love flat-faced cats...still annoyed tho.

For your listening pleasure:

Light It Up By: Major Lazer (feat. Nyla & Fuse ODG)

Gumball

There's this amazing show in Cartoon Network called The Amazing World of Gumball, I absolutely love it. Its a very smart and insanely creative cartoon. There are many different types of animation used and forth wall references for days. The cast of characters include a talking pet fish named Darwin and the main character Gumball a cat, a school councilor who is a cloud and a hippy, a grumpy baboon teacher with saggy boobs, a talking banana, a piece of toast, a really nice balloon, a huge T-rex named Tina, and his genius four year old sister who is a bunny (Gumball's mom is a cat and his dad is a bunny). It's fabulous, I love it.

I really want a donut right now...a blue berry one, those are my favorite.

I'm not feeling particularly angsty or thoughtful today so this post isn't too impressive hahahaha

Bezerk

For your listening pleasure:

Happy By:Pharrell Williams

Timid Anarchy

I so excite. Stephen Colbert is coming back off of a two week vaca soo new episodes of The Late Show with Stephen Colbert shall come forth! And my boy liked a video I posted on fb so it's been a good day! Something that has really been annoying me is that people are looking at my Facbook page for my GoFundMe for my mom and not donating :/ Seriously it's annoying.

But ANYWAY, It's been good day and I slept a lot because I stayed up TOO late last night watching videos of Stephen Colbert and Jon Stewart at award shows and White House Correspondents Dinner performances. I loved  Jon Stewart's, tho I think I liked 10x's more bc he looked sooooo CUTE. But Conan O'Brien's was my favorite. I really love Conan O'Brien haha he's so lanky and amazing he's fabulous. I think I love comedians because everyday I want to be one more and more. It just looks so punk and fun to be a comedian, just the idea of making people laugh as a career instead of something actually useful like being a doctor or civil servant lol. But the punk in me (the newly developed punk I might add) hates the word "servant" being any job name. Craig Ferguson's book inspired me about doing what you love. I admire him even more for being able to get help for his alcoholism. It kind of confuses me and makes me laugh that Eminem, a past drug addict, and Craig Ferguson, a recovered alcoholic can be a better dad than mine was hahaha.

I'm so glad I discovered punk music, it's so free and different and that is what I try to do with how I learn and treat people, plus I love the jams, the artists themselves, and the glorious fashion, It's just telling the "man" to stick it. And since I don't rebel against my mom (I have no reason, to she gives me freedom in what I do, believe, and dream, basically she's awesome) I've decided to rebel against people's expectations of my generation and my race. (I get it out somehow haha)

This was a real ramble but I liked it haha. I shall see ya tomorrow

Here's a picture of the guy who play Hannibal of the show Hannibal bc the show is terrifying and I love it anyway (I usually stay FAR AWAY from scary stuff [bc of when I watched Insidious] but I stay bc I love Mads Mikkelson lol)

For your listening pleasure:

Anarchy in the U.K. By:Sex Pistols

Fire

Its been a good day!!!!
I had a great morning with the kids at church. I love those kids they're so cute and amazing :) I used to want to be a elementary school teacher for a while. (Honestly I've wanted to be everything haha.) I just want to be around people, entertaining them, teaching them, learning about them, what ever I can do.

I'm also watching the Olympics, I never watch them around the clock but I watch the opening and closing ceremonies and keep track of the medal count. America be killin it ;) I love Usain Bolt he gives me chills :D And I (along with everyone) love our gymnastics team and ma bby Michael Phelps. I'm so happy not to be sad or ashamed of my country. Because I am sometimes. Glad to be glad basically! Olympians make me feel so inspired to chase my dreams, and I see how much hard work that takes.

Dat be it for today! Time to drool over Michael Phelps and coo over his adorable son :3

Here's a pic of a beautiful wedding dress that I would LOVE to wear on my wedding day. It's so gothic and wonderful :D

For your listening pleasure:

Burn By: Ellie Goulding

(this song gives me the same feeling as seeing USA kill it at the Olympics ;) )

CraigyFerg

Hello hello!
I just sat around today (as usual haha) and I finished Craig Ferguson's memoir. I really liked that book. Now I wanna read his other book, it's a novel. I'm actually going to do stuff next week so I'm excited, going to da beachhhhhhhhh ya'll!!!!!

My mom is watching Law and Order: SVU, it's my favorite Law and Order, I like Chris Meloni since I watched his story line on Oz and heard his hilarious character in Wet Hot American Summer. I think I'm gonna get back to watching House of Cards too.

Basically I'm really boring and everything you already knew that lol

I've also been organizing all my college stuff, applications,due dates, all that jazz. But what I really can't wait for is to see Steve. (the guy I like, his middle name is Steve and he loves comics so he's my Steve Rodgers a.k.a Captain America). I've been too much of a baby to fb him all summer...plus I like talking to people in really life, so I it'll be cool to talk to him again :)

Anyway I'm gonna go do stupid stuff see yaaaaa
+ all da love for Craig Ferguson's writing

Here's a adorable picture of Jeremy Renner bc why not!

For your listening pleasure:

Want You To Want me By: Jason Derulo

Essay

I was filling out a college essay thingy idk what exactly it was but it was asking about a time when I challenged a idea or belief. It made me realize I had been doing that my entire life, I've been fighting against what people tell me I should do,what I should believe,how I should express myself. My religion more than anything has made me feel like I'm in a box of what I can and cannot do, how I should dress, who I can be attracted to. I take what it says less literally now it makes me feel a lot better. It started with the religion class I took last year and now I think so much more about everything (not I didn't a ton already). I'm so happy about it. I'm quite happy haha. Goodness how can I be punk if I'm so happy haha.

I could write much much more on this topic but goodness I cannot write more deep crap today.
all da love <3

I have this gif and sometimes it be bein true ;)

For your listening pleasure:
Downtown By: Macklemore & Ryan Lewis (ft.Eric Nally, Melle Mel, Kool Moe Dee, and Grandmaster Caz)

Never

Just watching Star Trek:TNG and typing this. I'm in a minor Craig Ferguson addictive state, I'll end soon I promise lol. Being on Tumblr so much lately has reminded me just how much I need a cat! I just love cats so much! As soon as I can I'm gonna get a cat. Once again, watching all these comedians makes me want to be a stand-up even more, I feel like I would love it but I'm just so scared. Maybe if someone forces me to do it I will haha, I end wrote some jokes I think they're pretty good.

It's a pretty day outside and I should probably go outside by I'm not really sure what I would do, walk around the lake I guess, but it's just so hot!

Anyways I think I be done for today!

This pic bc why not? This sums up Craig tbh haha.

For your listening pleasure:

Never By: Moving Pictures

(I may have put this song on here but who cares!? I love the Footloose [1984, don't try me] soundtrack)

Baby look what you've done to me!

Hello,
I'm just sitting around listening to the "The Sound Of Music" sound track. It's one of my favorite movies. And it's raining like crazy outside. I was planning to take a walk today too! Well I'm okay watching YouTube videos haha. I keep on having scary dreams, and it's kind of making me scared to go to sleep but I still do. I stayed up reading Craig Ferguson's memoir "American on Purpose: The Improbable Adventures of an Unlikely Patriot" and it would've been cool to actually buy it. I meant to go to sleep at 12 but I went to sleep at 3 bc I was reading haha. It's very good, he's a awesome writer. I actually wanted to keep going but I hate having wrinkles and bags under my eyes haha. I really I think I might finish it tonight. I read 0-60 the first night, 60-100 last night and I may read 100-180 tonight. Read it if ya can.

I also made a awesome post on my Tumblr about pictures of Craig Ferguson with messy hair and it didn't get nearly as many notes as it deserved, by that I mean more than one. Come on y'all!

Here's a funny picture of Jared and Jensen from Supernatural

For your listening pleasure:
Stockholm Syndrome By: One Direction

(it's a good song!)

The big "P"

The big "P" stands for PAY and PERIOD. My mom is having a problem with money again and I'm on my period so I feel guilty and wish I could get a freaking job to help. But no one wants a 17 year old who can only work on weekends basically. Tumblr is lifting my spirits tho, never enough Stephen Colbert gifs! Anyways I'm just gonna keep bleeding and eating see ya tomorrow.

Here's a picture of "the Colbeard" to inspire...idk beard fantasies guys have? lol

For your listening pleasure:
Be Alright By: Justin Bieber
(a comfort :) )

Twitter Discussions

Hello!

I had a great discussion with some (I think) republicans on Twitter. It started with a incorrectly presented statistic about Republicans voting for rights for black rights saying that Republicans were in favor in blacks so blacks should thanks them. It was amendments. But I had to explain the to the poster of the tweet that the Republicans of then that decided those amendments were the democrats of to today. He disagreed and said I was indoctrinated to believe that by the democratic infused educational associations. I was confused why my telling him and others facts made them say I was indoctrinated. I was talking to others too. So I asked them why they thought this. They explained what they thought and I understood where they came from and I asked how they would change it and why. It basically came from a mistrust of the government and policy that weren't used to actually help people. I get that and I hoped they would understand that I would do my research but if I still had largely Democratic views that is no reason to be rude to me and others. I just hope I gave a image or someone who has Democratic ideas because of how I think it helps people and not because I'm stupid and trust the government. I try to be informed and I don't really trust the government. We ended up on a good note, we were just all happy because we could think freely and that we can do our own research. I'm only 17 I have plenty of time to research policy and maybe even change my views.

Made this gif bc I'm having period cravings. It explains perfectly haha

For your listening pleasure:

"The Schuyler Sisters" From the musical "Hamilton"

(amazing, LOOK AROUND LOOK AROUND HOW LUCKY WE ARE TO BE ALIVE RIGHT NOW!!!)

the dimples and the diplomats

Sup ya'll. I've been drowning in Tumblr. I just got out of bed and off my phone so I can make some pic sets and get dem likes. I did one about Mads Mikkelson in glasses and Stephen Colbert's eyes and my phone was going off all night lol. It's really fun :) I was supposed to go to church and volunteer to paint nails at a nursing home but my mom is really tired from the past week. Now it's about to be two weeks till my first day. Ooooh I'm ready to get this over with haha.

Here's a picture of Matt Bomer bc we all need a bit of beauty in our lives amirite

For your listening pleasure:

Diplomat's Son By: Vampire Weekend

Fab song :)

Colberty

Started a Tumblr called "itstoolate-imtooearly". Idk why when I have this blog but it's fun so why not. Its a heck of a lot of Stephen Colbert Lol. Anyway I just woke up an I'm doing this post on my phone in bed. I may (and I say may) post again today since I'm posting so early but I just wanted to post about my Tumblr. I think I'm gonna go back to sleep lol

This is a awesome GIF I got off Tumblr oooh how they have gifs for days. My Colberty 😚

For your listening pleasure: Sit Still Look Pretty by: Daya

(I COULD put in a link but that is annoyingly hard on mobil okay? Lol)

Loud

I sat up late watching House Of Cards again, it was cray. I am still on Season 1 but it's great. And I've been dodging spoilers every where lol. I'm also proud o myself because I wrote some more of my screenplay :) It helps better when I surprise my mind into doing a activity so I don't have time to worry about it. That is how I would get though performances in theater: I wouldn't think about the whole "everyone is watching you" thoughts until I got up on stage and by then it was too late to stop. Anyway today I'm watching more CashCourse videos (the Green bros, Hank and John Green), but I'm watching the ones on Psychology. I really like psychology and sociology just like my mom. I'm taking Sociology this year and I love to learn more about psychology in any way I can. Honestly I love psychology more but sociology is very cool too. I'm probably just gonna watch some more House Of Cards again today and that'll be it.

Benedict Cumberbatch jumping on a huge bear, this made my xD

For your listening pleasure:

Loud By:Jessie J ft.Lindsey Stirling

"Fathers" and such

I had a dream about my father abandoning me again, we disagreed on politics and we argued and he left. I woke up really sad because of it. I don't know really why I was sad, I guess I missed him or something? Sometimes I do but 95% of the time I don't. I think I was more sad that I realized in real life he doesn't give a crap or when he almost seems like he does he doesn't try to reach out he just does the least possible he has to. I think not seeing me since I was 8, and before then not really being there, sending one voicemail saying he "loves me" doesn't fix anything. Actions speak louder than words, and even more when you only say a couple words.

Because of his terrible job at being any kind of father or role model I don't refer to him as my "dad" my step-dad is closer to being my dad and my mom just married him like 4 years ago. I would never call him "daddy" "dad" ever or even my parent, being my biological father doesn't make someone a parent. A parent parents and he has not ever done that. He only taught me how not to live my life, how not to treat my future children, what kind of man I shouldn't marry or be in a relationship with. He gets the least important title because he did the least amount of work to raise me, which is a stretch because he simply helped produce me.

Weirdly enough I do not hate men because of him, I just have a kind of weird view of them, but a father is supposed to teach you about relationships with men so I'm sure that's why. And despite my mom divorcing my biological father I don't have a bad image of marriage either. I would like to get married and have children. And I try to get my examples of good marriage, commitment, and good fathers from people around me. I have had teachers that I admire for their good marriages and healthy relationships and male teachers that seem to give a crap about their children. I find being a good and caring parent very important to I will marry or have children with a man that cares for the children he helps produce. I don't want my children to have the side effects of a absent parent make their lives harder. Though I see this as something I will try as hard as I can to make happen I know it takes two to tango and the man is included in the decision, this is why I don't blame by mom. my father chose to be selfish and abandon his children. My mom has done a awesome job raising me and my sister and to be honest other than a little mental illness here and there I didn't turn out so bad haha, I value good behavior, education, and thought, treating others well, and (usually) obeying my mom lol. I will never do drugs because that is what ruined my father, and I will be there for my family and friends.

I am angry with my father (which I know is immature) and I hope sometime in the future I can forgive him, because it doesn't benefit or improve my life to be angry, even at someone who deserves it. But I know I will not be forgiving him anytime soon.

Love each other*

*I don't know if I could say I love him at the moment, I doesn't feel right or warranted in my thoughts no less on my lips.

Eminem's music always helps when I'm feeling this way. I feel like he's rapping the anger I feel. His music and Rock really makes me feel better :). He was angry at his parents like I am at my father, we have that common ground haha.

For your listening pleasure:

Sing For The Moment By: Eminem

Stupid?

Sup ya'll. Haha I am loving how Trump is being blasted by the news, hopefully he loses even more traction and says even more dangerous things, maybe people will start to realize just how stupid and insane he actually is :) I just wish we still had Bernie but ya know that's over now.

Yesterday I was like dying over Michael Phelps, he's so cute :3. And his son is adorable too. When I see people that amazing I just want their life to go as great as possible.

I also had a conversation with this crazy racist on YouTube, he said some pretty crazy stuff about how my soul was filthy and how my life didn't matter, and for some reason it didn't upset me, I just said sarcastic stuff back haha. It didn't upset me because I know I'm a good person and everyone matters. I found it so strange that he was confident to tell me these lies simply because of my skin color. I'm not mad or sad as much as I pity him, he said he studied for a long time and found what he said was true, it seems like a waste to "study" and not actually learn anything useful or factual. I think educating yourself helps you consider the point of view of others that aren't the same as you, that's what it taught me. The more I learn about people and life the more I realize that we have to stick together because the world is a terrible and great place, but I guess some have convinced themselves it's more terrible than great. I don't want to be cynical, it's easy to be cynical, it doesn't require consideration of new thoughts and ideas. But I think considering new thoughts and ideas helps people grow and brings us closer together as a society. I believe in being able to have your own views and opinions but hating someone because of stereotypes helps no one and only shows ignorance and cynicism. Learning isn't supposed to make you more stupid lol

Show love everyone <3

Dem pants I love 'em haha.

(Bowie)

For your listening pleasure:

Crooked Smile By: J. Cole ft. TLC

(Jamity Jammmmm)

Tattoos and Dreams

My count down to the first day of my last year of high school has started. It's 3 weeks from now. I feel much more confident as a senior so I think everything is gonna go okay :). I had a truly horrifying nightmare last night, I cannot remember the whole thing but I can still remember how scared I was. But I'm gonna cure my bad feelings with some Colbert Report clips and it will be all better haha.

I just looked up what my dream meant...it's actually true.

"Dreaming about being chased may also mean that you are trying to avoid something painful, uneasy or fearful of something. These feelings in the real world can often be expressed in a person’s subconscious through the act of dreaming about it. People who don’t like to confront situations in the real world and run away from their problem may have a chase or fleeing dream. It is always important to ask yourself what you are running from in the dream."
(http://dreamstop.com/chase-dreams/)

I have been avoiding writing screenplays because I'm scared they're gonna suck...And I have been having these chasing dreams for a while now. At least 3 months, basically all summer...I have to face this or this will continue...I'm just so scared. I've posted on here about being scared to try things because I'm scared to fail, but sometimes I cannot MAKE myself do it. I'm disappointing in myself to be honest. I'm gonna try....maybe.

I want to get this tattoo. Maybe on my 18th birthday. I just need to decide where I want to get it and how big. I think might want it on my upper thigh like my mom has (she has a different tattoo haha). I got the idea from the latest Coldplay album cover. I thought about getting it in color too but I'm black, I'm light but I'm afraid it wont show up. I think I'll go with black.

For your listening pleasure:

I Dont Feel Like Dancing By: Scissor Sisters

(This sounds older than it is (like 70s) and it's a jammmm of mine haha. Also Elton John helped write it!)

Thranduil

Hey ya'll,
I missed a day and I feel like crap for it but here I am! Not that many people see this blog anyway so I think I'm okay haha. I just had a lazy Sunday yesterday, we didn't go to church bc my mom was too tired. I just sat in my bed and watched debates on my phone with Bill Maher, Christopher Hitchens, and Richard Dawkins, mostly on the Catholic church. I by no means agree with a lot of stuff these men say lol, but they're smart and Bill Maher is a libertarian so I don't think much differently politics wise.

Today it's really rainy and my step-dad is sick so it's a pretty glum day. I feel perfectly fine though. I'm just very happy I am though, I'm always worried I'm going to have a bought of depression again, sometimes it comes from a event but a lot of the time it just comes, It may be because of my anxiety meds though, they help depression but somehow cause it too haha.

AND there's another guy in the race to be president! He's running as a Independent but he's a Republican and he's backed some republicans who don't want Donald Trump, many people's prayers have been answered lol.

Lee Pace, he's my fav :3

He was Thranduil in The Hobbit (found this on Pinterest)

For your listening pleasure:

Hurt By: Johnny Cash

(really sad song but what the heck! lol)

Olympics bro

Just been watching the Olympics, I love Michael Phelps he's so cute 😘. Just been cheering for the USA with my mom, nothing special today.

Ian Gallagher and Mickey Malkovich (Gallavich). They are on the show Shameless on Showtime, it's amazing watch it!!! (It's on Netflix too!)

For your listening pleasure:

One Time By: Justin Bieber

(Belieber forever Lol)

I did this post on my phone and I think by it looks pretty good :)

CrashCourse

I went to bed way too late last night lol. I was texting my bff and trying the new Instagram Story thing, it's basically Snapchat on Instagram. How did they lawfully do that? I couldn't tell yah. But this morning I got in some CrashCourse: Literature lessons, I watched the ones about Frankenstein and The Great Gatsby. The videos are a great way to learn. I downloaded The Great Gatsby on my phone and I thought a vid on it would be informative. Weird thing is I kind of hate The Great Gatsby. Well I like the book, the dialogue is just bleeckkk in my opinion, my first introduction to the book was Sophomore year when I was in Theatre and our school did the play. I just think the book should have never been made into a film. But other than that I like the book, the imagery is beautiful and the characters are complex and interesting. I have a hate/love relationship with it basically, like I do with the movie The Lion King. But people really hate it when I say I don't like The Lion King so I keep that to myself lol.

The video on Frankenstein was good too. I just read the book last year, I was VERY surprised by it. Frankenstein was the guy who made the monster, the monster was very complicated, and the monster was very eloquent. I didn't read it all the way through cause I'm lousy but I loved the style. (I love romantic literature too much haha.) But the video brought up some deeper ideas within the story that I didn't even think of. Plus John Green is awesome and I like the Easter eggs they put in the animations of the stories haha.

But my nerdy love of the written word is nothing new haha. See ya tomorrow.

Here's a little reminder of my love of Scandal.

They are an adorable on screen couple! 

(plus I wanna be Kerry Washington when I grow up lol)

#Olitz

For your listening pleasure:

Bow By: Kasabian

(ma jamity jam)

A little british humour

Hello hello.
I'm watching Blackadder and a Bit Of Fry and Laurie. If you haven't watched them you mustttt. I admit I'm watching because of Hugh Laurie and Stephen Fry, oh how I adore them. Also I think I have to get back to sleeping at a reasonable time so when school comes back I wont die from waking up a 5:30 (The bus comes at 6:30 and I like to take a while to get ready). I'm glad I don't have to pay for High school but goodness I wish I could go to college and be able to wake up later.

I'm also very glad I'm getting into this habit of writing everyday, that's what the people tell me to do if I wanna write as a profession.

Last night I was watching House Of Cards and I had to force myself to stop watching when I had 20 minutes left on a episode because I was gonna fall asleep and I didn't want to miss anything, very disappointing lol.

Also I'm kind of nervous about school since I don't know if I'm going to have any classes with people I know (I said that yesterday I think) and I've been getting into more of a punk style (all black basically) and Idk how people will respond. Why can't I just not care like my mom?

I love this picture, mostly because it's weird and I've been obsessed

with Ewan McGregor ever since I watched Velvet Goldmine. (Jude Law 

is cool too, I liked him in Sleuth, and in another 100 films lol)

ps: I hope one day I can be happily married like the late night tv hosts and cool guys like Ewan I inappropriately crush on. But I think I just want to fall in love haha, love and marriage look so worth it despite it's problems. But I think it's surprising I feel this way despite my mom being divorced and my dad being pretty crappy. I just want to be happily married, have 5 kids, and have the dad be there for them emotionally and physically, is that too much to ask? Anyway I'm gonna stop blabbing and put in a song.

For your listening pleasure:

Not A Bad Thing By: Justin Timberlake

Little Bitty Pretty One

So a college just sent me a email about their application. It was 65 dollars. I need to get a job. BUT NO ONE WILL HIRE ME BC ALL THE JOBS NEAR ME ONLY HAVE POSITIONS FOR ADULTS OR NONE  AT ALL DANGGIT. This is one of my "I hate everything" moments. SOMEBODY WANNA GIVE ME A JOB?!???!?!?!?!?!?

I'm going to go back to watching The Colbert Report and sleeping, GOOD DAY!

I would be able to do this if my mom didn't eat the last of the fig newtons...

Oh btw this is Brendan Brady my favoritist soap opera character ever, he's Irish and I will watch anything this actor is in from now on lol

For your listening pleasure:
Little Bitty Pretty One By: Frankie Lymon & The Teenagers
(We all know this one from Matilda)

Schooool

It be coming soon! I finally got to see my schedule. Of course I have my last two needed core classes first semester, as I always do. But I heard from my sister the teachers I have are nice so I'm pretty happy with it all. I got Apparel and Textile Production (idk why lol), but I'm okay with it. And I got six of the eight classes I have this year in Honors, I was too scared to sign up for AP tbh. But I hope I have some classes with friends and the classes are good. That's all for today. Have a awesome day peeps :)

I made this gif bc I was watching his interview of Kerry Washington (mom)

 and he smiled like this and I swooned for many years after lol

For your listening pleasure:

Up&Up By: Coldplay

(Fabulous mv, really, and it's ma fave Coldplay so yes it be goooood)

YouTube

It's been a nice day of YouTubing: Colberting,Stewarting, et de temps en temps Mahering. (Same as yesterday lol) And that's pretty much it. It's been a boring day lol. I'll just put some pictures in that I like to fill this post lol.

I love Supernatural, it's ma show.

Found this on Pinterest, I need a cat today, now, atm.

Weird crush #5000 lol

Weird crush #5001

For your listening pleasure:

Cake By The Ocean By: DNCE