Sunday

Hello! It's been a good day, I went and helped at church with the kids. I love kids they're amazing. Atm I plan to have like 5 when I get older and write screenplays or be a comedian (idk the specifics lol). It's gonna be great. But when I got home I just took a nap.

It's the first day of August tomorrow so my countdown to the first day is school is gonna start, I'm actually very excited. I'm just happy I have mostly electives, so happy. Also I hope I get some classes with the guy I have a crush on, he's a comic book nerd, and he has mutton chops, but he does the voice of the comic book guy from The Simpsons and he laughs at my dirty jokes. I really like him. But alas he probably will never know, no matter how many times I go to his comic book club meetings and don't do anything lol. Well, that is all today, but if you want come back for more boring details of my day and paragraphs about my feelings I welcome ya haha.

Bc I love comedians and John Oliver has a British accent, dimples, and he awkwardly gesticulates just enough when he's making a point for me fall in love haha

For your listening pleasure:
Wherever I Go By:OneRepublic

Jon Stewart

I've been watching Jon Stewart lots lately. I wish I could've got into him when he was on TV! Danggit! I have Stephen Colbert, John Oliver, and Trevor Noah so I guess I'll be fine. And when you see Jon Stewart you see Bill Maher. And he reminds me of Ricky Gervais in the fact that he's kind of a douche but I like him anyway lol. But I've seen how Ricky Gervais is and he seems like a genuinely intelligent and nice guy, I'm sure Bill Maher is deeeeeep deep down, na I'm just joking lol. They're both probs really cool.

I didn't do much today except go to brunch with my mom and her friend. So this be it!

Bc I watched this when I was little lol. It was a great show :)

For your listening pleasure:

If I Lose Myself By: One Republic/Alesso

My lumps

The lumps in my chest aren't anything serious! So it was a good thing learning that. And I just started Kill Bill V.1. I think it's interesting...a bit cartoonish but still okay, I'm only a hour in so it could grow on me. I don't have anything interesting to say so I'm gonna go now lol.

He's a picture of a crush i had as a kid. Troy Bolton from High School Musical

(I had a high musical diary lol)

For your listening pleasure:

Animals By:Maroon 5

Gotta write!

I am writing a spec script type thing of a Scandal episode, this screenwriter on Twitter told me I should practice by doing my own version of a show I like. I'm VERY lazy and love to procrastinate so I don't have many pages written but I have the whole plot made. How am I gonna be a writer if I cant write lol. Goodness I wish I could be a poet, that's one of my biggest dreams, I just love poetry. But anyway I'm getting on it today!

I watched 12 Years A Slave today and it really shook me, I've seen it before but it really shakes you no matter how many times you see it. Makes me glad I don't have to be enslaved but I'm sad my ansesters most probably were. I'm just feeling very lucky.

I also got American Psycho from the library a couple days ago and it's kind of confusing but I think it's good writing.  Not that I'm a critic or anything.

Also I was binge watching Comedians In Cars Getting Coffee and that made me want to be comedian even more than I thought I did. I've want to be comedian since forever and I've wanted to be on SNL since I was like 12. But I have terrible stage fright so I never think I will be able to, it's very weird, even if I know I'm going to be fine my body still reacts, I start to shake and my voice shake too, I got to know this when I was in Theatre. I wanted to be a actor for a while too, I even read a Stanislavski book! I loved it, I just didn't get into the next step up from Theatre II that you have to audition for. :(

I just hope I get brave enough to actually achieve my dreams.

A gif from a awesome british show called 

Bad Education. Its pretty freaking funny.

For your listening pleasure:

Let's Hear It for the Boy By:Deniece Williams (On the soundtrack of one of my absolute favorite movies "Footloose" *THE 1984 VERSION NOT THAT STUPID NEW ONE)

sup yo

Was trying to post everyday but I guess I forgot, I spent a couple days watching a soap opera story line lol. I was just watching random crap and the DNC came on on CNN, Anderson Cooper's face is always a wonderful greeting haha. I'm pretty annoyed with third election cycle and candidates, I don't like either of them, glad I have one more year until I can vote so other people have to make that terrible choice! I just cant wait to start my senior year and get high school over with.

Every summer I become obsessed with something new, and this year it seemed to be learning random stuff, more about government,geography, literature, and the psychology of people. I've had a lot of fun this summer but I like being busy so school sounds better. Also idk what I'm gonna do about my crush and I hope I get someone to go to prom with me this year, felt like such a loser last year...I'm looking forward to a new start and I'm excited about the future :).

I bust out laughing whenever I see this so i must post this lol

(Stephen Colbert)

For your listening pleasure: Mirrors By: Justin Timberlake

Se7en

Its 3 minutes to 12 so I'm just gonna write a sentence, I'm on a roll of writing everyday!

Craigyity Craig

Hello, so I'm really into a Tetris app, it's pretty awesome. I also watched some documentaries on PTSD yesterday too, they were sad but very educational. I love documentaries and I'm waiting on one of my favorite journalists: Louis Theroux, to have his documentary on Scientology released. It looks so good and I love his films, I love his ones with white supremacists and the Westboro Baptist Church, he really gets to know the people and brings out who they are, even it's a hateful person. I've also been watching the late night TV show's coverage of the (FINALLY OVERRR) RNC, I cant wait for the DNC so we can see Bernie and everything can be civil and good again, not including Hillary of course. But it's cool. I feel like my posts are short but that's always how I've written, that's why I kind of hate essays, unless I find the subject interesting then I can write forever. But I'm going to go watch some more Stephen Colbert and Trevor Noah videos, they are amazing. I just love my comedians ya know! I've also got into Jon Stewart lately, and now that he's retired I'm sad but I love his beard. Same with Craig Ferguson.

Beard gameeee, Ferguson shaved his tho. He has a funny show called Join or Die watch it!

For your listening pleasure:
Lay It All On Me By: Rudimental ft. Ed Sheeran

Short but sweetish

Hello, been watching movies a junk. I tried to watch Se7en last night because I wanted to start on the David Fincher directed films on my "Movies To Watch" list, but I was eating so I couldn't lol. I'm gonna finish it today, not while I'm eating of course. My GoFundMe is doing good, I'm going to put the link in here again if you wanna donate, we're almost halfway there!

My GoFundMe

Also the RNC has been hilariously weird and kind of scary. Scared to live in a country a self important orange businessman runs but lets see how it goes!

It's Ernest Hemingway and Robin Williams' birthday today, I adore Robin Williams with all my heart and my soul so I intend to remember him every year.

For your listening pleasure: 7 Years By: Lukas Graham

(Annoying name spelling but nonetheless it's a great song lol)

Stuff about Stuff

Hello! So I'm still not doing anything, just waiting to go to school, and something happened on Twitter (a lot happens on Twitter tbh haha). A comedian got some really mean messages about a movie she was in and about her appearance (relentless ones) and Twitter suspended the guy who it started with and people want him back. It's from the whole "leftist media controls everything"/ "we hate feminists and BLM" crowd ya know. They're really annoying, you can disagree with something and not be a jerk about it. I am not a feminist but I don't think all feminists should be brushed off or assumed to be radical. And I'm black but I don't support BLM because I don't want to, they do some good things and some bad things and most people assume they're militant black people who hate white people, I don't. And I do think the name is correct also and it annoys me when people say "All lives matter not just black lives!", they are missing the point, when someone sees a surge in police brutality and crime against black people to some it feels necessary to point out that the people who are killed's lives actually mattered, that they weren't just a number in a story. It just comes down to ignorance, people get angry before they even know what is going on, the mob mentality does a lot of people just fine I guess. I just say learn about a subject in a balanced way (the argument of both sides) and then decide what you support.

These are two cool guys I love.

(Sir Ian McKellan and Sir Patrick Stewart A.K.A. Gandalf and Jean-Luc Picard)

For your listening pleasure:
Hey Mama By: David Guetta ft Nicki Minaj, Bebe Rexha & Afrojack

Its been sooo long

Well people I'm back. It's been a while but no one missed my posts so I assume it's fine haha. I've been up to nothing really, writing, YouTube, Netflix, Films, ya know all that. I also made a stop motion! Its a weird concept but I like it. But making it I learned I'm a procrastinator and I'm very scared to fail so sometimes I don't try. But there's no pressure here so I don't know why I'm scared. I'm preparing for my Senior year, getting to know more about colleges and all that. But I don't know if I'll keep up doing this or what but I know it's good to write everyday. Also I'm taking this post as a opportunity to post my GoFundMe page to help my mom pay for hospital bills, if one person who sees this can give 2 dollars that would be amazing. Have a great day :)

GoFundMe Link

I like Colin Firth and his dimples too much.

For your listening pleasure:

Boogie Wonderland By: Earth, Wind & Fire